WTF?

I had a post all planned where I was going to talk about my work, how when one door closes, another opens, yada-yada-yada.

I just found out that the brother of one of my co-workers committed suicide today. He was 42, had a wife, children, grand-children. What can be so wrong with someone's life that they would leave all that behind? Some days I yearn so much for a mate and some kids that I can't breath ...I can't imagine having those things and feeling so much despair that you'd end your own life.

Anyway...just had to get that out.